I think what hurts me the most, as a hopeless romantic, is personally seeing two people who said “forever and always” divorce. You took away the only thing that has been my identity throughout my entire life. I have always been a hopeless romantic - I have always dreamed of love. Now I’m scared. Scared to fall in love. Scared to have someone love me. Scared that the love won’t last. Scared that the term “forever and always” is losing its meaning. How can you make a vow that a thousand other people made, but ended up breaking? I just don’t get it.
“She’s beautiful, this I always knew I’m just too stubborn to admit that’s true. She’s had you hooked like I never knew Exactly just how to do
And I sugarcoated every dream of you, that you’re unable to make come true. And I lost faith the seventh time around. It appears though I’m still here now…”
And this doesn’t mean I don’t love everything about you, but sometimes that’s not enough
Katy McAllister… has an incredible ability to put into words exactly how I feel
(Source: thingswecantdeny)
Isn’t it obvious how incredibly happy you make me?
“Don’t forget me” I begged, I remember, you said “Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead…”
I’m mad that you haven’t even asked me once how I am doing with all of this. I’m mad that we haven’t even talk about how I feel about the fact that a strange man is coming into my home and talking the place where my dad use to be before you decided that forever and always doesn’t last an eternity. I’m mad that we had plans to go to the movies and lunch for mother’s day that we have been planning since before I even knew about this guy, and now you went and saw the movie with him, and made other plans for mother’s day. I’m mad that you expect me to be fine with it. And I’m mad that I had to tell you that I’m hurt and upset, and now you just want to say “Oh well we can post pone our plans and go to lunch. I don’t even want to go with you now. I don’t want to see you. I don’t want to want you to ask me how I am doing. I shouldn’t have to remind you to care about me. I’m your daughter. No one should have to beg for love, and quite frankly I’m sick of trying.
So stressed out and my parents are too oblivious to even notice, let alone to care.
sickandtiredandstressedandupset
Well, if I can’t have Tyler atleast I know he is with someone amazing!
(Source: absurdmoon)
I thought I was over you, guess I was wrong.
All the nights we spent just talkin’ Of the things we wanted out of life (out of life), Makin’ plans and dreams together I wish I’d seen I was just too blind. My heart was open Exposed and hoping For you to lay it on the line, But in the end it seemed There was no room for me; Still I tried, to change your mind.
I guess I wanted you more And looking back now I’m sure I wanted you more, I guess I wanted you more
It’s a good thing tears never show in the pouring rain, As if a good thing ever could make up for all the pain. There’ll be no last chance to promise to nevermessitup again, Just a sweet pain of watching your back as you walk, As I’m watching you walk away
And now you’re gone it’s like an echo in my head, And I remember every word you said
It’s a cruel thing you’ll never know all the ways I tried. It’s a hard thing faking a smile when I feel like I’m falling apart inside
And now you’re gone it’s like an echo in my head, And I remember every word you said
And you never were and you never will be mine, No you were never were and you never will be mine
